Rasa Kesal Tahu Ngak?

For some reason,I feel like quitting from this arena. (Ayat nak poyo sesaje -____-')


I feel so helpless with my artworks,I have done nothing impressive with my baby Muhammad EOS!! It's just like a waste you know?


I feel like giving up ;'(



Am I such a loser?? I do realized (once again) that I am better in editing and retouching pictures more than taking it with great story behind every pictures.


Is this just because of hormone or what? Urghhhhhhhhhh


I want to be good as my friends do,
I want to have my own style in taking good pictures,
I want to be a young and creative professional photographer within 10 years
I want to contribute something good with my arts to this country and nation
I want to change people perspective towards the ability of female photographer


But the first step only could make me down like this.How I will turn into successful photographer if I already failed with the fundamental things??

"Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life."
— Confucius

KESAL tahu!!! (Bahasa Indonesia,please Google translate)