I am not blaming anyone except myself because of being so naive and easy to put trust on people.
The rumor that is rapidly spreading all around us is actually like a torn for some of my close friend. I just want to keep this as a secret because I don't want his 'secret admire' (since we were in foundation) know about our friendship. That's all.
Since the rumor is currently spreading faster than CNN does, I am so afraid that this 'secret admire' which is a good friend of mine too will hate me and blame me for being close with him,perhaps.And the worst thing is,she might thing that I betray her.OMG! I just cannot imagine how to face her soon if she happens to know about this
To counter-react of this sudden problem,I choose to have a gap which I think a really really huge gap with him so that the environment will be back to normal insyaAllah.
Hurmmm,maybe this is a sign for me not to take any move and stay still like this until Allah brings my eternity companion someday...
I don't know. This is just like a crap thing you know?
I am tired of this.
Lets forget about this and start to face the reality,and also all the BOOKS!!
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