Random# 42

Random thinking and might happen in my reality life now.

What do you do when there are few guys asking you to go out at the same day?Isn't that tragic?

I feel like wanna cut myself into few pieces so that I am not letting down any of them because they are good friends of mine.

Thinking about man,its too complicated for me you know? Maybe I am the one who has this sort of thinking but I am getting lost when my aql starts to think about this opposite gender of homosapiens.

I read one of my senior's blog last night and she makes me thinks about the concept of "Strive and Tawakkal" in finding the right one to be your better half.

For this time being,I just wanna be friends with everyone and let the time heals everything before I can completely turn into brand new A's insyaAllah even if I have to wait for another 3-4 years time.

I am doing fine now,but I want to feel better for tomorrow and forever..Amin