19 June 2011

2 years and still standing!

today is 19th June 2011. And this entry will be automatically posted on 10.30pm which exactly like the time that thing happened.

It has been 2 years..

I have my own life,you have yours too.
Maybe yours a little bit shining than mine because you have found your precious one but I am still here standing still and never want to make a move even an inch.
Due for some reasons,I promise myself to forget you.Completely
I swear to myself not to become weak again
After 2 years of being fooled by all the false hope,I am tired and really need a new life

Maybe this is good for myself,to wake up and never look back!

As I am a particular person,I cannot help myself from remember all the dates,time and what not that really make my life so miserable almost a year and another year to recover at least 50%.

So to all guys out there,you should know that its not easy for a girl to recover from heart broken because when a girl love a guy,she will love him all her heart and when it comes to heart break, she will lose the love with her heart and it took time for her to build courage in order for her to make move and start new life without looking back at her shadow.

May Allah bless you and me.
May she be the right one for you
May your coming birthday be better than yesteryears

I am still the same,since the day you walk away from my life...
And I will always be like this until Allah knows when because HE knows the best who suites me well and who can lead me to HIS right path in HIS religion...

I'll be waiting for the right guy to come in my life sooner or later,
I'll be right here,
Standing still,
waiting for him..

“It is time to face up to the fact that the past is gone, and any effort to repeat it is a sure way to stay stuck in old blue prints that you would have already outgrown if you hadn’t been so busy clinging to what you have already been through. Take a deep breath, put the box down, tie it up in a pretty ribbon if you must, and bid it a fond farewell."— Osho (via thefreenomad)


kays said...

Smart gilaa gambar tuee !! Kak Anna , be strong ! We've made it ! Berjaya go through this day without tears :)

a's said...

we made it k.a!!!
not even a drop of tears come out from my eyes today!

Hopefully we can become stronger day by day! As strong as iron lady.hehe

Cik NurulZaty said...

waa..kenapa kita masih ingat tarikh2 cam ni..

tapi sama la..zaty pun still xleh lupa

wlaau bru sbulan lebih..but tarikh tu akan pasti lekat lam otak gak cam anna kan..huu

a's said...

#Cik Nurul Zaty
next 2 months is supposed-to-be 3rd anniversary. yes,benda tu patut dilupakan.

zaty maybe sbb baru lg kan,anna dh 2 tahun pn..rs mcm kejap je.

xpe zaty,take it slowly.no need to rush.as long as you follow your heart

iela_fadila alias said...


saya nak copy post ni taw..

ayat awak sangat puitis,saya suka...

a's said...

#iela_fadila alias
yes,always be one.

hahaha,mengapa nak copy??saya malu okay? grammar berterabur!

iela_fadila alias said...

saya nak highlight ayat2 yg sangat deep meaningnya,hehe

boleyla awak,hihi.ur english sangatlah bagus taw x,saya ni yg tutt

a's said...

#iela_fadila alias
hahaha,ni semua tulis melalui hati ja,direct tak tapis pakai otak pun.sbb tu ter-over sikit :P

bagus?omg,tak layak ;'(

silalah copy mana yg patut.saya nk tea pls!