Thanks dik for being there when I really stuck with all problems.
Imam Ibn Al-Qayyim said, “There are three types of patience: Firstly, practicing patience to fulfill the obligations and to do righteous. Secondly, abstaining from evil and prohibited acts. And thirdly, practicing patience during times of hardship without complaints.”
p/s: its 5.20am in the morning and I am still up with fever and cough. Another big test for me perhaps to clean up my sins.