10 June 2013

Mix Feelings

After struggling my head off for my final examination and finally last Sunday was the end of the torture. Alhamdulillah I have done my best, but I am not confident enough to give hope on anything,so lets be neutral and wait until the announcement of results later.

Thanks to my parents,library mates,roomates and lecturers for giving such positive vibes and help me to fight the battle till the end.

And I am going to start my internship next Monday. Nerve wreck! I really hope that I can survive well for the whole 10 weeks at that workplace. Pray for me :')

Yesterday was a tragedy to my life. I cried a lot.

And today is a disaster! Allah, You have tested me a lot all this years and I pray that I can pass this one well too. People that I trusted the most, love unconditionally, the one that closest to my life since the day that I was sent to this world being dishonest to me.My heart really broken into dust! Not even into pieces anymore.

I hope that I am strong enough,stronger than ever because this time around 3 things miraculously happened at the same time and about to crush me but hey,I am a strong girl! I will never let 'you' win that easy!!

I have HIM,and I will never be afraid or become weak,

"No sadness lasts forever, nor any felicity,
Nor any state of poverty or one of luxury.
If you are the owner of a heart that is content,
Then you and the owner of the world are equivalent."


hazirah said...

anna whatever come ur way i believe ure strong enough to face it. have faith and cheer up(:

a's said...

i might be smiling outside but only Allah knows what's inside.thank you for your pleasant words hazy!! :')

I will!